well i prefer to believe that it is alive than died or the same thing of always..(sorry im a dreamer..i like dreaming..) keep it up mona and big, we still have expectancy and hope in spite of the fact we're confronting with various frank disagreements.. never gives up, never!!! I'm dreaming and i don't wanna wake up!
(sorry i read a lot of fairy tales when i was a kid and i still read it.. xD)